one last poem

From: grumpy (Original Message) - - - - Sent: 4/30/2002 9:01 PM happiness is fleeting, it comes and goes too fast. i'm beginning to wonder if true love can last. she broke up with me as a pre-emptive strike. she thought i was dumping her after a minor fight. she must have underestimated just how much i cared. my heart i opened up to her, to her my sould i bared. i had fallen in love with her, and now i'm feeling sorrow. hand in hand i wanted her facing all of life's tomorrows. i gave her my devotion without hesitation. i gave her all my love without reservation. her happiness was my concern she knew just how i felt. all she had to do to me was hold me and i'd melt. i know she was in love with me, i saw it in her eyes. i never questioned her honesty, she never told me lies. but then when things were not so good, and the road of life got rough the tender steak of life we ate suddenly got tough. i was more committed to her than she was to me. but i know its over now, my blinded eyes now see. there's nothing left for me to do, but sit and wonder why. i realize the end has come, i've no more tears to cry. =================================================================== From: ŠẹХΨŠωèéΤhЗã®Τ - - - - Sent: 5/1/2002 1:49 PM I really like this one, even though it is a sad one.....   From Sexy =================================================================== From: Starry - - - - Sent: 5/2/2002 2:33 AM Hi Grumpy!       I must say I was touched my your poem. I could just feel every word as I read it. It makes u think of that "one that got away" and all the feelings involved within yourself. Great job!   Starry =================================================================== From: «Qựέέή◊ß» (ME) - - - - Sent: 5/2/2002 11:02 AM HUGSto my favorite sweet guy. That Poem made me cry. I am sure that your Lady Fair will find you soon.Hang in there Once again yourwill be mended and once again you will find happiness and cheer.Don't let disappointments get you down..... Things will come through for you. I promise this!!! Let the music flow through your veins, the song will soon follow ================================================================== From: catherine47 - - - - Sent: 5/2/2002 5:39 PM Grumpyyour poem speaks of such depth of feeling. You write so beautifully too. Please don't ever stop writing you have a gift. Let the rain fall wash away pain for surely that sun alwaysshines again Cath says.. Love ya too my sweet friend ================================================================== From: grumpy - - - - Sent: 5/3/2002 9:10pm thank you for your words of encouragement. i think i'm done writing for a while. you see, the writing is a reflection of the pain in my heart and soul, but i have since purged myself of all the pain and negativity that i was going thru. writing helped me do that, and now i feel healed and ready to move on with my life. i hold no ill will towards anyone. how could i expect jesus to forgive me of my sins if i don't forgive others the hurt they cause in my life. the only constant i have in life is my love of the lord.

May God by Cath

From: catherine47 - - - - Sent: 4/30/2002 11:18 AM May God bless you greatly in every way.  May God keep you safe from harms way.  May God give you strength to always cope.  May you know with God thiers always hope.  May you believe in others and  love  them too.  May you know  God  has a plan forme and you.  May you always believe as I, God always comes through.  May you know I'm never ashamed to admit or say I love God so dearly in every way.  May you know with  God miracles  do come true, I have seen some in my lifetime too.  May you know with these words I write so true.  May you know that always with God there is a way.  May God bless you always with  my heart I pray.    By Cath 4/30/2002

Feel the Sun

From: catherine47 - - - - Sent: 4/28/2002 9:56 PM Sometimes stop to listen to the sounds of children when its spring. The happiness they exude that this season brings. The warmth of the sun dancing upon thier face. As they frolic playing with such innocent grace. All the endless adventures the places thier imaginations can go, will remain steadfast inside them as they mature and grow. We all delight in children, watching them play. Recalling smiling we all once felt that way. Through childrens eyes we too again can see. That little inner child in you and me. We often feel compelled to release that inner child of ours to come out to play. Then with our adult eyes we forget that child in us fades away. It takes a child to remind us all, one who younger, very small. We can all enjoy still have fun. Feeling the warmth of that early spring sun. Simply taking some time slowing down the grown up pace. Allows the sun to shine dancing too on our face.  By Cath