No-One Sees & Shadow of Tears

10/14/2002 12:00 PM =========== No-One Sees =========== No-one sees my tears, my pain No-one hears me cry No-one can feel my loneliness No-one sees my heart die.   I sit alone in the dark at night wondering and asking why Feeling like a child-I'm lost No-one sees me cry.   Lauren ~ 10-14-02 ================ Shadow of Tears ================ In the shadows these tears I hide; Silently weeping for my Dying Heart; Loneliness sweeping over me; Like waves from the incoming tide.   Once again a Childhood lost, Questions without answers; A Heart once again Lost. When Will this cycle end?   This never-ending pain I feel; My heart dying with no cure; Of a Love I thought was true, Disappearing away from view.   Will this viciousness ever stop? Will Our Hearts ever Survive? I wish this pain will stop!! In the shadows, my tears I hide! ======================================= Written by "Lady Jane" (Mystical Unicorn) ======================================= Lauren, I know all too well of which you speak and to your poem I added my own words as  we are both experiencing a death of which seems never-ending. Seems to be a disease with most; Of a heart being broken sometimes near death with no cure insight. Seems we continually put our hearts at risk!! *Sighs* Maybe one day A cure will be found for both of us!!

Tender Dreams and Silent Wishes

Frightened and scared at what has transpired; The loss of a Love so dear and true; Her light simply extinguished no longer to shine. It was her last light, her last hope. She had given her all or so she thought. She thought that finally life would begin new for her, but her desire for happiness overpowered her patience. She tried to listen but found it difficult yet she knew she could do nothing. She forgot to listen with her heart instead allowed Her mind to rule. If only she had took the time to hear her heart, If only she could  have understood the signs. If.....One could hear her sighs in the dark of the night as she sat alone by the lake! Her heart bursting with each passing thought of him; each memory she held dear!! She thought...... if only she could take back the words she had said so hastily. How could she have been so mean! She didn't think of what she would lose, but spoke out of anger at the only real love she'd ever known. In this lonely silence; a lifeless form sat by the river bed just staring off into the sunset. Neither laughing nor crying. Her heart was too shattered for either. It seemed like a dream at first; like a bad nightmare of fear; but the sting of those final words stung too deeply for it not to be real. She was holding on to a stuffed bear belonging to her love, given to her in happy times. Hoping to find some comfort there, but there was none. Her hear wound was deep and badly scarred. The Light had completely gone out. Only he would be able to renew that light. She felt as if she died a thousands deaths, eaach one more painful then the first. How she wished she could bring happiness back but it all seemed like a lost cause. She sat for hours just staring at the water, clutching the bear in her grasp not wanting to ever let go... Finally after many long hours; slowly and painfully she was able to get up and walk back to her home, Her head hung low with sadness, Her heart destroyed beyond repair. How again she hoped for days of yesterday when they were happy and free. A very tiny glimmer of hope started to glow, yet quickly went out. Too tired and spent from the days events she made her way slowly onward in hopes that she'll wake to find ; that indeed this had been a very frightening nightmare; and that her love would still be waiting for her in their usual meeting spot. Tender Dreams and Silent Wishes ================================================================== From: Catherine47 - - - - 10/9/02   Alone in the silence her tears she cried. As she pondered on the reason of one question why. In this life the heart can break into two. But alas after a dormant sleep a heart begins to renew. There will be another to open again a sleeping quiet heart. That will love you as you are from the very start. The mind reads logic unlike the words a heart hears. The voice of a open accepting heart again draws love so near. Its listening to your heart that calms away frightened fears. When opening the heart to trust again, one can find love perhaps in the eyes in a new found friend. Let the emotions of your heart again still feel, that in this world that we live in loves still alive and so real. For then when we let the heart heal. love can again begin to grow. At times the process is hard long so slow. Paitence, compassion and accpetance makes the heart again know. That love will find you again the heart flourishes to grow.            Queen gf I love the way you write so elequently. I hope you don't mine me adding my own words too as well....LOve you too Cath ================================================================== From: ME - - - - 10/11/02 You may add your words to mine anytime Cath!! You are simply amazing!! It actually blends in Beautifully as if it's suppossed to be one. Thank You Cath for adding such Beautiful words ==================================================================