Life's Questions Unanswered

I walk slowly along the waters edge. Thinking of days gone by, Wondering what will become of the life I am leaving behind. Will they think of me when I'm gone, Will they care that I have left? I can only wonder what their thoughts will be. Will they miss me when they notice I have not been around? Me thinks not. For I am but nothing to them, Does not my tears flow everytime they felt pain? Whose tears will fall for me? Will there even be tears? What has my life meant to them? Have I even made a difference? Have I ever touched a soul or two? All these things to think about as I walk along this lonely path. Wondering what their life would be had they not crossed my path. Have I contributed somewhat to their existance or have I made their life worse? I can feel the water 'neath my toes, so cool and refreshing. The air so crisp and warm. Feels so relaxing. The question remains... Will anyone miss me while I'm gone? Do I take it all away or do I stay to face another day? Why these questions must I ask myself? Why must I wonder these feelings Will I ever feel loved and needed from others or must I love alone? I *sigh* at these questions I ask myself. I should not worry though for one day the truth will shine. But is it a truth I look forward too? Too many questions, so little time. I walk on along the beach, listening to the sounds. They sing to me, they comfort me, they relax me. Maybe my questions will never be answered. But If I leave now I may never get the answers. SO I SHALL STAY YET ANOTHER DAY. Lonely? Perhaps. But at least I'll be able to search what I'm looking for. =================================================================== From: Catherine47 - - - - 7/4/02 Yourpoem it speaks of your inner beauty. A facet of you thats uniquely very special so rare. Asking a question would people remember me, my reply is yes they would this is what I see. You have a endless depth of love. the way you show you care. For in your life such a question gets answered every day. The love you express to others thats the answer to I would say. People as you they touch others like myself profoundly. Leaving in them the best of you, thats your very special style. You take time to make others feel important, so very worth while. So in seeking out the answer its thier inside of you, the gift of yourself to others my sweetest friend thats the real clue. So know as I do others surely too  yes see, the gift you give of yourself to another, is how God intended you to be. For when its all been said been done. This too others will always recall. At the moments when we slip in life, your the first to catch a freinds fall. Sosmile keep on loving thats the beautiful gift within just you.