The following poems written before internet.

Written on 12/6/1994 Where is hope? Where is happiness? Nowhere I say. They have quickly disappeared into the darkness along with the wishes and dreams of the universe. A world of despair. A world of lonliness. A world of fear. Nothing else exists. There's no care left in this world. No one to listen or to comfort. A nothingness of life.   Written on 5/12/1998 There are people who would like nothing more then to destroy hopes and dreams. Sometimes they succeed in tearing apart a heart causing it great pain. Why do they cause such trauma? Do they think a person's too young to decide their own future? Probably. In doing that don't they know they will also destroy happiness and replace it with a loss of all hope in life. By succeeding in their destruction, they can turn a person into an empty soul with nothing left but a shell that knows not how to feel. They can also turn a person into a heartless slave with no desire to live, create, or to be. This is whats becoming normal of late. People wanting others to be lonely, scared, and unhappy forever. Can some really be that jealous? Nobody caring anymore. It's a shame. People trying to rule other's lives simply because they can't understand what brings them happiness? Let people handle their own lives. If they fail it's their own fault. Don't try to turn them into you! Sometimes a person merely wants to have someone listen and share the hurt right along with them when things get depressing. Written 1999 Many say to accept them for who they are yet they turn around and won't accept you! They tell you to grow up and act like a "boring" adult. But watch how a child handles life. Don't they act more adult then a real adult? They don't let the perils of reality get to them like the adults do. Think about it. Who really has a better understanding of the world we live in? The adults or the children? I say the children. They never seem frightened or scared. They speak their mind. They are carefree without worries or fear. They don't panic when things don't go well. They merely put it aside and do something else. Perhaps it's the children who have a better grasp of life. For they do seem the happiest within it!

Where are you?

Where was I when you needed me most?  Was I not there to lend a hug or two?  Did I not make sacrifices for you? Of course I did. I gave up a lot for you! But where were you when I needed a friend? A hug? Or just someone to talk to? Where was your hugs when life was being unkind? Where was your sacrifice? Were were you? You were nowhere. You turned your head and laughed. All I've done for you and this is the thanks I get? Where's the love? If I were to disappear, would you care? Would you even notice? I'm not too sure you would! Even tho I've always been there for you, the space next to me is empty. You allowed me to be sent away to death. With friends like you , who needs enemies? One day you too will ask these very questions... What answer would you get? Think now before it's too late. Take action now. Forgiveness is the greatest give. Don't let this happen to you... Pretend this is the last day of your life, my life. their life and you were asked to make the euology.. What would you say? What will you remember? This is important all... Think on this for awhile... Life's too short to make enemies... Love conquers all..