Monday, December 1, 2008

What love means to me

Friends are people who respect your choices.
Significant others are people who respect your personality.
I've had people tell me that talking is how you know someone. Not true.

Getting to know someone is observing how they treat you. I've never talked about personal stuff with my friends, yet oddly enough, they know everything there is to know about me and then some. Some even know me better than I know myself. This all from me not even saying a word, not holding a conversation about how I 'tick', etc. Merely from me listening to them and providing responses of how I would handle things. Nothing more.

I don't ask people about their personal lives. It's up to them to share that with me. I don't ask about their children. Some will get defensive and rightly so. In an online environment, you can never be too careful. I rather let people provide me with info on their child's accomplishments than waiting for me to ask about them. 

People who require conversations lose so much quality romantic time. You can't watch the stars while trying to hold a conversation, it loses its momentum, you can't smell the flowers while talking about the weather, you lose its fragrance. Let nature be the words instead. You'll find that the less you actually speak, the more you will learn about the person you are with. 

In life, the truth of it all really is... "Less is more". It includes conversations, friends, and special things.   

I usually tell people that if they really want to know who I am inside, read my work, watch me react to things, watch me smile. Look deep in my eyes. Regardless whether it's an online or offline relationship; you really can tell if a person is smiling behind the screen or not if you just observe them carefully...

For now this is the end of my blog. Not poetry, not prose, just a simple observation on life's special magic; known as love!

Saturday, November 29, 2008

Lovers Walk!

I walk in the valley of roses,
Smelling their fragrances,
Forgetting the past,
Looking to the future,
Forgetting the fakes,
Searching for truth,
Seeking real love,
Seeking honest love,
Seeking unconditional love.
Walking in the valley of Roses,
Smelling fragrances of love,
Smelling fragrances of happiness.
A hope to one day walk,
In the valley of Roses...
With a loved one so dear!
                                                                        

Saturday, November 22, 2008

Firsts

10/30/2005 3:41 PM
So many firsts we take for granted.
  • The first step
  • The first clap
  • The first crawl
  • The first tooth
  • The first word/sound
  • The first grabbin fingers
  • The first bite of real food
  • The first walk with no help
  • The first standing alone

Many of these we take for granted but one stands out the most and if lucky will always be there when we are sad, or in need. When everything seems to fall down around us. That is one "first" that is always a first no matter how many times its performed or shown... And that first is:
The First Smile -

This is that all important first that always brings about laughter, peace, fun, joy and hope. It's what dreams are made of. It's what turns a frown into a smile and what makes a crying child/ even adult not help but share in that smiling face.

So make today and the rest of your lives a Smile only zone and you'll be happy forever!

Queenie™

Peace

Where shall we find the peace we so desperately need?
Perhaps only in our minds eye?
Perhaps peace only exists in fairytales of long ago!
Nothing ventured is nothing gained, leading me to believe that perhaps peace is something that needs to be sought after rather then obtained freely?
What more can be said on a feeling of tranquility that seems to be so far and few between?
A wish for long ago picnics, for smooth flowing rivers, and the carefree days when romance was pure and without malice! 

~Peace~
Something to be desired in this weakened heart!

A "girl" named Sue

From the island of the Irish;
A surprise to see her face;
A gentle smile and a kiss;
My heart leaped at her grace.


At a time my heart was breaking;
She showed me how to unbreak;
Her smile, her winks, her laughter;
All gave me such feeling of cheer.


For months on end she's been my rock;
My true one to lean my heart on;
Our friendship with its strong bond;
Fear and lonliness seem all but gone.


Sometimes wishing for a little more;
Knowing there can never be more;
Yet, sadness doesn't appear with her;
She brightens my life just that much more.


Perhaps one day fate will intervene;
Her heart of gold will always gleam;
Always bringing me a happy glee;
She glows and shines through me.


A movie title named for her;
Though silly in its words;
For not a boy represents her;
My giggleness is because of her;


She dances in my dreams;
Cheering me through bad dreams;
Laughing with me in happy dreams;
I'm glad to have her in my dreams.        
                   

                                                                                                                                   

Thursday, November 20, 2008

If tomorrow never comes

If I knew it would be the last time that i'd see you fall asleep,
I would tuck you in tighter and pray the Lord,your soul to keep.
If I knew it would be the last time that I see you walk out the door,
I would give you a hug and kiss and call you back for one more.
If I knew it would be the last time I'd hear your voice lifted up in praise,
I would video tape each action and word so I could play them back day after day.
If I knew it would be the last time,I could spare an extra minute or two to stop and say love you instead of assuming you would KNOW i do.
If I knew it would be the last time I would be there to share your day
well i'm sure you'll have so many more,so I can let just this one slip away.
For surely there's always tomorrow to make up for an oversight and we
always get a second chance to make everything right.
There will always be another day to say our,"I love you's,"
and certainly there's another chance to say our."Anything i can do's?"
But just in case i might be wrong,and today is all i get
I'd like to say how much I love you and I hope we never forget.
Tomorrow is not promised to anyone,young or old alike,and today
may be the last chance you get to hold your loved one tight.
So if you're waiting for tomorrow,why not do it today?
For if tomorrow never comes,you'll surely regret the day,
That you didn't take that extra time for a smile,a hug, or a kiss and
you were to busy to grant someone,what turned out to be their one last wish.
So always hold them dear.Take time to say I'm sorry, Please forgive me,
Thank you,or It's okay.
And if tomorrow never comes you'll have no regrets about today. 
Posted by Wickedjester

While you were sleeping

When your there and I'm here,
I'd wish i was there or you here to hold.
I know your in bed and start thinking,
How pretty you must be while your sleeping.
You look peaceful while your hearts beating
Never did you know that one day you'd meet someone,
someone that will make you smile and laugh again and wipe away those tears.
But then you asked for him to be sent by prayer.
Little did you know you'd have to wait long.
Cause while you were sleeping,he sent me to you
My dear.
Wickedjester

A Prayer Answered

Someone asked God to send them a mate,
Aday,a week,and a month go by,and ya think he forgot the date.
So you asked him again with your heart in mind,
and you'd hope that he wouldn't waste no time.
Your unhappy and lonely as he can see,
then one day he brought you to me.
You longed for someone to hold you,and to take away the pain.
Little did you know he sent me to you on that special day.
He sent you happiness and joy on that one nite,and when you held
him you knew it was right.
So now you say thanks for the gift you got
and your heart will be happy now as it ought.
You can smile and luagh again as many can see
A Prayer you said that asked for me.
Now I'm here to take it slow and make all your day with a smile glow.
Wickedjester

I'll be there again

I'll be there again when you call on me,
just look in your heart and you will see.
I'll be there again to help with your sorrow,
so lean on me and i'll wipe the tears away.
I'll be there again when you are lonely,
just call on me and i will come without a doubt.
I'll be there again to give you sight,
when you don't see what is right.
I'll be there again to help you with your life
even when things don't alway go right.
I'll be there again to touch your heart,
by sending my love and makin the sadness part.
I'll be there again to help you not give up,
for all you need to do is just look up.
I'll be there again when death is at your door,
to take your hand and lead you home.
I'll be there again when you call on me,
for I am your best friend one with out end.
So when in doubt just look in your heart,
and I'll be there again
wickedjester
                                                                                                       

To My Infant Daughter (II) --------------- by Yvor Winters (1900-1968)

Alas,that i should be
So old,and you so small
You will think naught of me
When your dire hours befall
 
Take few men to your heart!
Unstable,fierce,unkind,
The ways that men impart.
True love is slow to find
 
True art is slow to grow.
Like a belated friend,
It comes to let one know
Of what has had an end.
wickedjester
                                                                                                      

Wednesday, November 19, 2008

Sleep

Pure and simple and yet sometimes hard to attain.
It's that precious place we go to rest our eyes.
Dreams of trips taken  by plane or train.
A word that takes us away from your lives.
And what would this thing be?
The one thing that always seems to be not enough...
 
Sleep

STOP! Step back! Look outside!

There's a world out there,
A nature's beauty to share,
Calmness floating in the air,
Let the wind carry you there.
 
Watch the leaves flit and sway,
Gently floating silently away,
Shadows released by the sun's ray,
Troubles slowly drifting away.
 
Watch the sunset hide away,
While the moonbeams have their say,
Starlights twinkle through the haze,
Carrying all our fears away.
 
For a moment we can forget the wear,
Of the fear that shadowed there,
Open your eyes and feel the air,
Gently washing away your cares.
 
So... Stop! Step back!
Take a refreshing look outside, today,
Let the air wash those fears away!
                                                                                                  

Tears Of Friendship

Tears that flow gently down my face,
Full of happiness thinking of you beside me,
Tears of joy are these I shed.
Friends and family I see here,
Bring about happiness and good cheer.
So with open arms I welcome all.
Tears of joy you bring to me;
My Cherished Family!
                                                                                                                           

A Hearts Tears

Tears seem abundant today. Sometimes much sensitivity stands in the way of happiness. A dying heart in the depths of darkness. Despair and turmoil around every bend. Will it ever end, this unhappiness of souls? Sadness overwhelms me today. Something of which I know not the reason why. Friends seem to disappear at my expense, tho I know not what I have done. Tears unstopping, flow down my cheeks, fear and hurt race through my heart. If only I knew the cause of this "anger". This "hurt". Was it something I've done? A heavy heart hangs over me, tears that won't stop engulf me. This feeling: I've made others unhappy is too much to bear.  Hugs of comfort are required.
Shoulders for tears, strength and stability are needed.
Tears are plenty today, with no means of ceasing.

In God's Heart!

In God's heart there is only love and kindness.
In the hearts of man there is confusion and judgment.
Why do people often forget the heart of God?
If more people would erase all but love and kindness.
There would be no fights nor anger.
There would only be love and happiness.
Romance is deep within the heart.
Only those with a deep love can experience it.
Many push it away and still others merely ignore it.
Love always has second chances which no one can stop.
If it's meant to be God will find a way to make is so.
Don't stop what God decides to put together.

Does true love still exist?

Where's the romance that once roamed the earth?
Has it disappeared forever?
Is it hidden among the darken hills?
Does true love even exist or is it only one sided?
Years and years have gone bye. Love seems to slip away.
Very few have the power of the true form of love.
I certainly wish it would revive and render happiness.
It's my truest wish to see love returned.
Hopefully this isn't the end of it.
Hopefully a sequel to this will soon be returned...

Do you believe in Angels?

Can you feel me?
Can you see me?
Do you know how much I care?
Have you sensed my presence?
Do you believe in me?
Do you know I'm taking care of you?
Do you know I'm watching over you?
 
I'm your Angel pure and true.
Silently watching over you.
Making dreams pleasant and true!
I touch so many hearts yet remain untouched!
I see so much yet am not seen by all!
In the eyes of a child is where you'll see my grace!
I care so very deeply yet silently I sit upon my cloud sprinkling sunlight
Into the hearts of all who believe in me!
 
Next time you look out your window and see sunlight
It may well be an Angel sprinkling Love from up above
Smiling upon the souls of so many!
 
Can you feel me now?
Do you know I'm here for you?
Can you see me now?
I'm always here with you!

Forever!

Forever and a day I long for thee!
My heart breaks away from thee!
If only I can hold you near me.
If only I could make you see,
The love that comes from being.
I wish so much for friendly beings.
This is the life I seek.
 
Forever and I day I wish, to be seen.
With you is where I long to be.
Within your arms for all to see.
My heart races at the thought of thee.
Forever and a day I think of thee.
Is how I wish to set you free.
 
Forever and a day.......
Your love is what I seek.
                                                                                                       

"When it rains, it pours."

"When it rains, it pours."
 
Tears fall like rain,
Nothing to stop the pain,
Sadness sweeping the plains,
Like an ancient plague.
 
Why must the world be so cruel?
What happened to sunny skies?
Have they all disappeared?
Are they gone forever?
 
Will it always be dark and gloomy?
When will the rain stop pouring?
I remember when the sun used to shine,
When the flowers bloomed with a smile.
 
Will those days ever return?
Will these tears stop flowing?
Pouring down like rain,
These tears from so much pain.
 
Like an ancient plague,
These tears fall like rain,
Pouring like never before,
Drowning in sorrow!

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(((((hugs)))))

Gift from a Tender Hand

Sweetly I touch your face,
Gently I touch your soul.
A miracle I bring to thee.
Smiles to rest upon thy face.
A heart of tears I wash away,
to bring happiness from far away.
Life's dim light brighter at the sight of me.
Take my hand and trust in me,
I'll take you to a better place.